Hard to believe right…wrong. I was such a bitch tonight to my family I’m not sure why they even put up with me.
They don’t know why I’m upset at them or the world or what the hell just happened basically.
They asked me what’s wrong I said I don’t know but don’t even look at me or talk to me or I’ll blow up and scream at you. Some of them listened, some of them didn’t.
I was upset at a variety of several really stupid things that aren’t a big deal on their own but collectively sent me over the edge.
It wasn’t pretty and wasn’t one of my proudest moments. What can I say, I’m human and I’m a pregnant, hormonal human at that.
I apologized and will again tomorrow, hopefully they can all find it in their hearts to forgive this crazy bitch.
What I’m actually upset about today is with myself, yet again. Why? Well, basically because I’m not living up to my potential and doing the work that I tell myself I’m going to do everyday! I’m not being the leader for my community that I know I’m supposed to be.
It’s getting really really irritating and I’m taking out my anger and frustration on my family for tiny silly things that truly don’t matter in the grand scheme of life when the reality is that I’m annoyed and angry at myself for letting another day pass by without serious action.
So here’s the deal – ENOUGH! ENOUGH ALREADY!
I’m either committed or I’m not.
I’m either growing my coaching business or I’m not.
I’m either taking action daily based on the outcomes I want to achieve or I’m just living the same way I have for the past, oh I don’t know, FOREVER!
Make a decision, commit to it NO MATTER WHAT, and do the accompanying work! It’s truly that simple, just decide and build habits and do what needs to be done daily.
You are a Rich Hot SuperMompreneur aren’t you? Hell yes you are! So start acting like one and quit being a little whiny bitch taking out your anger on other people. Just do the work and change your days to change your life and be the happy, confident and proud Rich Hot SuperMompreneur that we all know you’re meant to be!
